...Am I bisexual? (Or just very confused?)?

So here's the thing. I'm thirteen (fourteen soon), and throughout the last few months I've had a huge wave of hormones hit - the fact that I (accidentally; long story) discovered...er, the art of pleasuring yourself doesn't really help the matter. But it does help the confusion. (Don't say anything. %26gt;.%26lt;)





See, I've always been attracted to guys. Like, the whole deal: crushes, drooling over pictures of pretty boys online, reading slash fiction and finding the mental images amazingly hot...And this has only intensified as of late.





Along with this, however, is the confusion that everyone faces about their sexuality. I can look at a girl and say they're pretty, or cute, and I certainly appreciate (key word, there) their body type; the angles, the curves, the way it's all proportionate. I've read places that girls look at other girls to compare, and this is true. I do compare. But I also...admire. Not quite on an attractive level, but it's there.





The thing is, I've gotten off thinking about both genders, but with girls there's usually another factor in the equation that I would only ever admit to my own self, something that would only ever crop up in fantasies for me. It's...not quite vanilla, I suppose. Exhibitionism, mainly (learned that nifty word from fanfiction).





Crush wise, I haven't had any on any females; however, there is a fanfiction author I know of who has a youtube account which I checked out at first with the assumption that said author was a male, as their name implied. I found out, though, that the person in question is only male-identifying, meaning that they identify as a male but they're biologically female. I've watched their videos, and I admit to having a bit of a crush on the ...guy...girl...author-person. This isn't alarming, seeing as they do look remarkably like a very pretty boy, until you realize that I did think of how I would feel in their girlfriend's place and didn't really mind the whole female-thing.





I know where this evidence seems to point. But this is me, and I manage to epically confuse myself all the time. Mostly through a bunch of hugely epic fails.





Please, please help.





(I really don't want to be bisexual, because even though I'm all for equality, I really do like guys, can't see myself in a relationship with a girl, and my parents are both discriminating and religious. x.x)...Am I bisexual? (Or just very confused?)?
I had the exact same feelings when I was 13. Not even kidding. I thought exactly the same way. I kept it to myself until this year...when i told my best friend...and she was so supportive of my thoughts that she suggested I could be Bi...and once I considered it, it made sense. I'm almost 18...and it clicked for me. Now that i'm out...i'm the happiest i've been for such a long time.





just think it over for a few years...(i came across pleasure too) and it made my feelings worse...because i'd picture myself with guys first...but in the past few months, it's been both...so I'm out :)...Am I bisexual? (Or just very confused?)?
It might be your hormones cause it causes most teens to have sexual erges to any sex





So wait about two years and you still feel the same way you do then you are defiantly bisexual.
in all honesty parents like that don't really for discriminating but maybe u really aren't but if girls are making u horny then id at least try it with someone privately